Go public

K was asking me why I am keeping the blog to myself and not telling others where it can be found. "What is the point of having one," he asked. I don't know why. I am just not prepared to go public with it. The thought is scary. I don't know what consquences I would face. Facing others' judgement aside, I am also afraid in my attempt to protect my privacy, I would lie in my own blog. I would not be honest or I would start to write about things that are not entirely representing myself. If that happens, the blog will become meaningless to me. I guess I will only make it public when I am sure I am comfortable with putting myself out there.