Let me rest in pieces

Let me rest in pieces
Don’t try to fix me, please
I am broken, I know
I am in pieces now
I really know

I will heal in time
It may take a long time
But don’t try to heal me
Don’t try, please
Let me rest in pieces

Look at my eyes
They have no lights for too long
I can’t fake for too long
I am shutting down
Don’t hold me, just go
And let me rest in pieces

I think this is the song that my computer is singing to me. I have a love-hate relationship with my computer and it seems like it has the upper hand for the last one month. I tried everything – sending it anti-virus flowers, whispering sweet nothings in its ears against the firewall, taking it for a dance in the defragment hall….

They all work well for a while, then a day or two later, some other problems would come up. It is so hard to please.

In comparison, relationships with boyfriends now seem much easier. Even when they give me problems, my female wiles seem to ease the problems in half the time.

My computer just won’t budge even if I am in my best behavior.

Sigh……