His n Hers

What I fear most about breakups is that I would never get my CDs back.

I didn't get back my CDs - many of them. I replaced some but some I can't replace.

I bought Suede's Coming Up twice. I lost the first Cd in one breakup, and I lost the other one in another breakup.

I replaced most of my Pulp's CDs except a few because Pulp's important to me. Those few, I can't seem to find. From then on, I never bring those CDs to anywhere, especially to his place (whoever I was with).

Many of the CDs that I didn't get back are still not replaced. Some I have forgotten that I used to own them.

You would probably say, "CDs? That would be the last thing on my mind."

Precisely. That was the last thing on my mind. That's why I never got them back.

When we broke up, I ran and he stayed. The CDs also stayed. With him.

If I were to go back to his place and to his car, and go through his stacks of CDs, and asked him while picking up the CDs one by one, "Can I have this back?"

He would say, "yes, take them."

He would bury his head in his hands on his couch.

He would cry. I would cry.

So I never got them back.

So, a big thank you to Annoymous who posted a comment in my last blog entry on Mansun. I went to the website and bought Legacy and I also bought Pulp's His n Hers.