And September ends......

So the song continues this time not on my hi-fi. It is playing in my mind

"here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends"

My reply:

"What do I want? The usual. I want you to go to UK and do whatever you need to do and come back safely. In the meantime, find happiness and abundance in life"

I press the sent button on my phone and whisper, "Bye."

I say "bye" with a soft "b".

I say it with a very soft "b".

And the song stops playing on my hi-fi and in my mind.